November 29, 2010

Droplets

A red droplet plummets down onto the skin of my blackened arm,
It resonates white.
Pure white.
Pure, blindingly, shockingly white.
(What is it about the red that transforms the black into the white?)
I look up and see another droplet drip off the death of His dangling doom.
One by one the droplets plop
And with the bursting of each seed of blood upon my skin
I am developed into white, pure white, blinding white, shocking white,
Like the negative of a photograph is developed into its intended image after its exposition to light.
Although in this instance my skin is exposed to red
A red that has been so brutally tormented, so falsely accused, so ignorantly rejected, so violently punished, so obscenely forsaken.
(What is it about the red that transforms the black into the white?)
The power of His blood, His sweat, His tears,
All fused together into one bead of liberty
Of which thousands and thousands fall from the two wooden planks
Trickling from his beaten, bloodied, bruised and battered body
Onto my soiled, sullied, smeared, stained and sinful skin.
I am the color of darkness
I am the absence of light
I am unworthy and unclean,
the lowest of lowlies
that my skin deserves not even the touch of His contaminated blood.

Yet I can do naught but stand in the way of the droplets.
For no matter where I traverse,
The red will always drip,
The black will always skirmish,
And the white will always prevail.

[written November 29, 2010]

November 25, 2010

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One who sees need in his own family
But does nothing about it,
What does that make him?
A criminal bystander,
An apathetic witness of disaster,
And the blood is the guilty proof.

[written November 13, 2010]

Psalm 18:6

"In my distress I called to the Lord; I cried to my God for help. From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came before him, into his ears." Psalm 18:6 (NIV)
A simple small cry
muttered from the corners of my lips
like a balloon unconsciously felted
from the clasp of a child's hands
floating up to the heavens:
God save me.
God hears the cry
and catches the balloon
while my brain has already
returned to its high-wired pace of thinking.
The cry is gone.
I think of it no more. A split second my brain has dwelled on it.
Meanwhile
God dwells on it. He latches onto it,
proud of His child. He is needed.
He is desired.
The balloon pops with the touch of His finger,
and the fragments of despair are
transformed
into the remnants of
hope,
remnants which scatter back to me on earth.
Hope showers me.
Hope clings to me.
Hope saves me.

[written August 2009]

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